Best weekend ever.

Hey everyone I'm back from a very very very very very short but oh well deserved weekend. I decided to take the Greyhound bus all the way up to Fort Worth to see love of my life: the most beautiful the most intriguing the most gorgeous and sexy and just amazing person I have ever ever met in my life. My fiance. We had not seen each other in over 2 weeks if you guys remember I told you the last time I saw her was the day of her graduation she dropped me off at home no not even that she didn't even get to drop me off home I wrote in the back of her moms car for about almost an hour and knocking the most awkward car ride of my life ever in the history of most awkward car rides in history of car rides out. I didn't get to see her off to Dallas I didn't get to say goodbye in person only got your text messages of her saying I'm leaving and I'm staying for good I'm not coming back to Houston that's it the moose I'm gone. Ok lie it kills me so much to not see her for so long but I learned to live without her and miss her that wasn't much does freaking out I have to learn how to do that. And now have heard over 2 weeks I finally came back from my tuesday little vocation with her. I am using the voice feature on my phone you guys have been pre warned it is very very buggy. But I am at work and I need both hands free. Anyway back to where I left off, I took the Greyhound bus up to Fort Worth I stopped in Austin I stopped in Waco and then there was a stop before my actual stop in Fort Worth. And the whole ride, the whole aggravating and long excruciatingly painful ride there was in 10 year old boy sitting behind me kicking my chair repeatedly stop back to stop after stop. But somehow I survived the entire trip the 8 hour long trip on the Greyhound bus. Every hour that went on by I was shaking more and more getting nervous that I was finally going to see her after so long. After worrying about her for over 2 weeks being in the hospital because of the stress that in a way she kind of but not really put on me I was going to see my fiance and I was going to give her something that was long overdue. Her engagement ring. It was sitting in my jacket and I was just looking at the whole ride holding on to that little box for deer fucking life nobody was going to let kama nobody was going to take it away from me. When I arrived in Fort Worth I felt a sigh of relief that was finally going to see her and I did. We booked a hotel room for the next two nights Friday and Saturday night I saw her little sister again who I hadn't seen and I almost half a year almost. God she got big kama she's starting to grow up. It was her sister's birthday a few days before I got there and I didn't have anything to give her except some money so I gave her 20 bucks. I made a mistake right there because now she associates me Joe with the one who has money and is willing to give it to her. Now don't get me wrong I do not mind giving her little sister money she's a good little girl and you know what she brings a smile to my face the more importantly she brings a smile to my fiance's face. I meant more for my fiance's family I ate some barbecue and I went to the hotel room what the love of my life. Which is a funny story because on the way there my fiance's mom said and I quote do I need to stop at CVS for you guys to pick up something. At first I was confused and I thought she was joking when I realized what she meant but no she was very fucking serious. She stopped at CVS made me and my fiance get out to make her feel embarrassed and made us go inside CVS to go buy a pack of condoms. Now keep in mind I will not lie anytime that me and my fiance have had sex we have not used in we have used condoms once and that was the first time we ever had sex. So it was like taking a kid to the Lego store in St you get to pick one Lego of the whole store only one not a set not a box not a good you know actions figure you get one little piece of Lego. She didn't know what to do her eyes were blushing her face was just melting it was it was weird to see my fiance embarrassed her face was as red as red could possibly be like just look at the picture bread with anything look at anything red see how it is its more red than that. And I couldn't pick anything the ones I had picked she didn't want because just because she didn't want those in particular. So her mom send in her girlfriend and she decided to pick one out because since she is a lesbian she doesn't get to use them so she figured why not let it go to Dunkins usin. So all in all a lesbian decided how long it was going to go which didn't bother me I was fine with that I couldn't decide there were so many flavors and no different types of condoms did just choose but all in all she chose the Ribbed Condoms. So that was a very very traumatizing moment for my fiance and we ended up going to the hotel I checked in we took our stuff up into the room and the first thing we did what's hold each other and kiss. That kiss was the most memorable kiss I have ever had with my fiance it was like it just felt natural like how when a bird flies in the sky in the air is brushing against its body in its wings in his face it just feels right or when fish or anything that was in the water is swimming and the feel of the water in my breathing everything that's under water it just feels natural. That is what it was like for me. I could not wait to take this ring out of my pocket and show it to her and say hey I know my mom put some stupid shit last time with the old ring here is the best one that I have ever laid my eyes on its your size it is perfect for you I had to wait for the right moment. It was amazing because we lay down and just look into each others eyes innocent baby I love you I told her hand I open the box and I put the ring on her finger. That was the most satisfying moment for me of the weekend that and the fact that we had to keep stopping at the gas station that was right there 45 times to pick up extra packs of condoms because a small pack of 3 was not enough for the sex addict that we are . We went to Six Flags the next day I blacked out on a couple of rides I was a big chicken shit I could not help but enjoy my entire time with her I came back to the hotel room sunburned we ate dinner we went on a date with me down in bed and just talked ordered room service and enjoyed ourself I spent a good um I would say of four hundred and sixty dollars this past weekend on us. I do not regret a single bit of it and I cannot wait to see her in the next 10 days few hours and so many minutes where I will be over at her house for not one day not two days 4 days 5 days or even weeks but nine whole days to be with my beautiful fiancee home actually I don't even really consider my fiance I really consider her my wife because in my eyes I don't think two people need to be recognized by the court to be married the same thing I see with gay couples if they consider themselves mary did you know what fuck it they are married I consider me and her married I consider her my wife and that's what she is to me even if I want us to be married under common law I know she still wants to do the big wedding I don't have a problem with that I'm on for the big wedding because my goal is for the biggest and most weird wedding anyone has ever fucking scene. Again I am sorry for this super long post there will be many pictures to accompany it please follow my blog leave comment if you have any questions you can email me at any of the two links on the bottom on the site appears on the actual web version please do not hesitate to reach out to me for any questions I'm here to you I'm here for you guys to share my life and my experiences if there's anything you guys wish to hear please let me know in the next couple days after everything's been settled in court officially I will tell you guys the story about this stalker has been stalking me and the love of my life for the last few days. I love you guys have a good time and I will see you guys in a couple more days adios amigos